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*When no one is there for you*
*And you think no one cares*
*When the whole world walks out on you*
*And you think you're alone*
*I'll be there*
*When the one you care about the most*
*Could care less about you*
*When the one you gave your heart to*
*Throws it in your face*
*I'll be there*
*When the person you trusted*
*Betrays you*
*When the person you share all your memories with*
*Cant even remember your birthday*
*I'll be there*
*When all you need is a friend*
*To listen to you whine*
*When all you need is someone*
*To catch your tears*
*I'll be there*
* When your heart hurts so bad*
* You cant even breathe*
* When you just want to crawl up and die*
*I'll be there*
*When you start to cry*
*After hearing that sad song*
*When the tears just won't*
*Stop falling down*
*I'll be there*
*So you see I'll be there until the end*
*This is a promise I can make*
*If you ever need me*
*Just give me a call and...*
*I'll be there...*

*Next time you question me,
I'll take it offensively.
No more bein nice,
you should've thought twice
about hurtin me.
*Ima make you feel like I do,
if it's even possible for you.
Cuz I don't think you care about anything..
and you're not even aware
of any of the pain you put me through.
I wish I could say I don't love you,
but that would be lying,
and that's something I won't do.
Cuz I wouldn't wanna end up bein like you!
*Oh how I wish I could see tears
seep through your eyes,
but even that wouldn't be enough
to cover up the lies
you kept from me.

Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They aren't fond of rules.
And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can quote them. Disagree with them.
Glorify or Villify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them.
Because they change things.
They push the human race forward.
And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do*

~*~Why is life always so cruel?~*~
*Is life going to always treat me like a fool¿*
~Are you supposed to be sad all the time?~
*Is the world such a bad crime¿*
~Why does life always hurt?~
*It feels as if my face is getting pushed in the dirt*
~Life is a big puzzle that is hard to figure out~
*Would this place be fun¿ That I doubt!*
~Why does it seem to be comin to this?~
*Its as if everyword now adays is just a diss*
~Why does is feel like Ive been stabbed in the back?~
*Fears of life i still to lack*
~I do not want to live this life no more
*I just want to die, just drop down to the floor.*
~Sometimes i wish i could have a knife~
~*~But now i have realized this is the real world. This is LIFE!~*~

'Ello, i'm Jessica. People Online besides my RL friends, call me Cloud, my friends i've known for a while, please call me Jessica, and for my real life friends, call me Jess (besides Anna, Lindsey, Dee, and Kali :P). I live in Ontario, and haven't moved any where yet, and I don't believe we are planning to. As some of you might know, I'm a weird, hyper, insane, spork loving freak. Well, guess what? I've changed. First year of grade 7 was great, and so was the beginning of grade 8...unfortunitly though, things have changed. In the past, I brown hair with natural red-high lights, lots of freckles, glasses (at one point X____X), and very pale-ish skin. Now, my hair is a goldish blond, which I'm gonna be streaking again extra-thick instead of dyeing it, I do not wear glasses, my eyes change colour depending on my mood (Green when angry and all, Blue when happy....etc etc. you get the idea), my freckles seem to be going away, even though I spend most of my time either outside or at my friends house or mall, etc etc..., I'm on the Adie Knox swim team and one of the fastest swimmers there. I won 4 of my heats, was the second fastest overall for IM, third fastest over-all for freestyle, and ninth fastest over-all for back. I got a second in fly, and then the relays. Because some of the people went very slow (will not put name up here), I had to cover a lot of distance (I'm last for the relays, 'cuz i'm the fastest), but I didn't make it first. Instead, we came in third. The other mixed relay we came in forth I guess, because that same SOMEONE didn't show up to do back, so my friend had to do backstroke, which she wasn't very fond of....ugh...anyways...
I got a brown belt in Aikido, and even though my sister has the same belt, I'm a year ahead of her. I'm currently trainning to test for my next stage for black.
I play the clarinette at school for band, and can't wait till I get my own. It's SO much more better then piano. Erm...Basicly, I got straight As last year, and I'm gonna keep it up!


BTW everyone, I will not be posting much now...why? none of your business...*blinks*